it's just...

Haha, it looks like Michi's telling somebody off xD
It's not meant to be like that though

Lately I've just been trying so hard to please everyone, and its not working. It's been amazingly frustrating to deal with. I go way out of my way and it doesn't amount to anything.
I recently started a course on hospitality and that's been taking up a lot of my time and attention, so then squeezing in everybody else is difficult
I want to have time for everyone, but its just so demanding

I love the time I spend with all my friends and family and especially my girlfriend though, and its worth the stress.

I'm also sorry to everyone here on dA, I have been quite lazy with my inbox too, I don't want yal to feel ignored, but life comes before internet >_< I love you all, and thank you all for the amazing support I don't know where I'd be without you guys, and I hope you all realise thar I've been reading everything, even when im not replying... It's just a timely task to reply to everything from my phone